Out of control

Midnight 1am chatting with Jk til 2.30am when parent wake up then online awhile. jowy was asking me why haven sleep yet and asking me whether did I need morning call as I will be help my parent later on. So I went to bed after that.

Was early once the alarm ring I wake up guess Jowy already sleeping now. Anyway still thanks...
Had ice milo for breakfast and went off at 9am.

Reach home around 9.40am took a nap and have shower and leave home @10.45am. Was so tired.

Miss the IMM bus so walk to work place and set up all the things.

Start talking with Li ling about things there and feeling very cold there.

Suddenly feel moody and my mind are all blank. Feel slow and sick.

When break time they went to eat and I went to find sweet then went back to find them. Called Agatha and Elynn to chat.

Thanks Agatha for wanting to come down and acc me..

Went back to work agin still feeling very cold and sick.

Oh man. I feel like crying but is hard to. What am I thinking about man.
Xueqi dont be crazy and stop all this rubbish.

Had the second break alone as I wanted to be alone. Sitting at the coner of the sit feeling blue and sick. listen to music and wanting to fall asleep.

Time up back to work again just 1 more hours to go. Faster end work and went home.

Sry, I think I am just feeling down today and trying to make 'Someone angry so that 'someone will get angry with me but still never. Trying to make you care.

While on the way home thinkin alot of blank things and dad called me. So I went home shower and had lots of foods inside my stomach cause I haven had my meal yet since morning milo til now. Just feel like eating and eating.